Jesus Take the Wheel

It really is amazing how much easier things can be if you just un-clench for a second. I am not one hundred percent sure I did these things correctly, but it APPEARS that I not only figured out something on Schoology ALL BY MYSELF (also a few things that were sweetly explained to me by the High Priestess of Schoology, for which I am most grateful), AND I figured out how to do something in Zoom that roughly resembles something I would have done if we were in person…this gives me hope that all my old tricks are not useless now.

All this was possible because I was able to un-clench the fists I have been using for temper tantrums about the turn of events. It is MUCH easier to type with your fingers instead of your fists. It makes it easier to explore and try new things. Of course, I knew this before, but Fear had me clinging to the old vine (even as it was pounding me against the cliff I needed to vacate) instead of reaching for the next one. It will get better, of course it will. My sense of humor is slightly battered, but it is still mostly intact.

I don’t have to do this all by myself…it will be good to release things…I might have to remind myself to let it go again and again, but that’s okay. It’s the journey.

Have a good weekend, y’all.